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A Month of Poetry

Sunday, July 13, 2008

full of fears and mis conseptions

I'm full of fears
Might be able to fool you though
Don't hold me to high expectations
Because I dont want to disapoint you

I'm afraid of my past
Because people wont let it go and see beond it
I'm afraid of the future
Because I dont know what I want to do with my life
I'm afraid of success
Because I achieved it once or twice but it didnt seem as good as people made it sound
I'm afraid of failure
Because it's all I've ever known
I'm afraid of making mistakes
Because people in my life never let me forget them
I'm afraid of doing something stupid
Because all everyone does is laugh at me, only a few help me fix it
I'm afraid of becoming like my sister
Because thats what people expect from me
I'm afraid everyones out to hurt me
Because most people in my life have
I'm afraid everyones talking shit about me
Because either they believe what they hear, or they make up there own shit
I'm afraid of replacement
Because thats all I've ever known
I'm afraid of not graduating
Because of gym class

I'm full of fears
Might be able to fool you though
Dont hold me to high expectations
Because I dont want to disapoint you